Hey Jay Jay i havent been on here for a little while to write to you but dont worry ur in my thoughts every second of the day it will soon be your 2nd birthday and its still hard to beleave u wont be hear to celebrate it but we will leave your toys in your garden for you... i miss you soo much Jay Jay auntie emma loves you soooooooo much i hope u no that and would really love to just give u a great big cuddle as would all of us... missing u baby boy and sending extra big kisses up to you hope u catch them all keep smileing down on us all baby love auntie emma xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hello jay it has been a while since i wrote on here for you, dont think i have forgot you cause nanny will never ever forget you . we go up to your garden and we put new flowers and windmills up there for you, your little brother joe put a football up there for you to play with .nanny sits and think about you all t he time you should be walking around now and playing with your 3 brothers. i took them to the park today and they really enjoyed it, jay jay nanny loves and misses you lots and i am sending lots and lots of kisses up to heaven for you from us all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

we've asked an angel in heaven in a special christmas prayer to protect you as your sleeping and to tend you with great care.for we felt such pain and heartache, when you left us far behind,and throughout the celebrations you'll be very much in mind.and although our tears are falling peace and solace will be found,when we find a pure white feather that has driffted to the ground.because then we'll know for certain by this sign from up above that an angels wingssurround you wth their everlasting love.miss you lots jay jay.from nanny wendy grandad dave xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx